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just came back from awards dinner. lots to say. hah. some people were acting very strange. was getting rather scary...
agh i have a bad headache!
hm anw, was nice to see so many people, altho i preferred the opening ceremony's quietness and space. was getting rather irritated with the loud music and people crowding the area. enjoyed sitting at our table very much. just hit me how much i'm going to miss the training frequency of everyone. esp when it was nearing osim... and i'm also going to miss having sth solid to look fwd to. i guess there's port dickson? but the next two weeks are crammed with sch nats events. aghhhh it's hurting my head thinking about how i'm going to maintain my training frequency! anw i think i'll be getting a pair of bike shoes soon ;) good.
jina scares me sometimes. not as much as the other person. that one was freaky, so very scary. must make it a point to distance myself from that person. really freaking me out.. heh sigh okay so tired!
was so disgusted at the people competing to see who could drink more. yuck.
jon fong's sis looks a lot like him, even the mole.
wimbledon's on tv. the only thing i'm interested in are the cute green boys who dart across the courts whenever the ball's out of control. they are so adorable! kneeling by the side of the net, staring at the ball and watching it religiously. very cute. i don't understand a thing about tennis though. never really took much interest in ball games or any other games for that matter (cept maybe snakes and ladders) besides, i have bad hand-eye coordination. can't even do a badminton serve.
sleeeeepy. but i kinda want to turn back time and go re-do my race. ahh. well i know that it was a really good experience. cos in a sense i know better what stuff can screw up. haha listening to mok's account of his penalty was rather amusing. alisa's account of smashing into the cones and stuff was pretty funny too. heh.
oh sick, i just found a whole lot of pus on my wound. crap, it's infected.
this world is too confusing to comprehend